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This blog is getting quite boring, my posts used to have a topic along with pictures but I cannot seemed to be arsed anymore. I did at the beginning, consider devoting my domain to a single subject, the most obvious were Phenylketonuria, Radio, Electronics or Guitar, but it kind of evolved through my lack of enthusiasm into an inane and mostly pointless collection of ramblings that very few people, seldom read. So I have been re-considering a topic, possibly a day by day diary with photos of a project I could undertake, I am trying to resist an informative site about P.K.U. with tips and recipes etc., there’s quite a few out there already and I’m not prepared to deal with PKU in pregnancy or infancy only adulthood, that may seem a little biased but I will getting no renumeration. So I must excogitate for a while and think of my whys and wherefores, I will have a more settled foundation from April 24th when there will be a more fruitful outlook… at which point time will tell.
March 6th, 2009
Sausages come to mind, and where is Chain? I miss the old fella with his bizarre outlook and witty repetoire. Things around are evolving, and I guess there is a reason for this. Where we are going and what we are doing is a mystery to all of us, it seems the recent decisions by our government and the influence of others around the world is vital to our sustainability and the present comfort of life we have become accustomend to. So be prepared!
March 4th, 2009
Oddly I feel my words are suspended in thin air, I find it odd now how many credit card and bank adverts are on T.V. Do You? If not, is the scale of the economic turmoil making any difference to your life? You may think not, or maybe a little, now think again. If you don’t you will… soon.
March 4th, 2009
Having a stressful day, back to fucking RDT’s at work, no lunch, so tired falling asleep infront of PC and time going so sloooowly I keep thinking somebody’s been fiddling with the clock. Still, will be looking at a house in Polegate soon which I’m looking forward to, Lisa is picking me up from work so I don’t even have to kill myself cycling up to the Ridge tonight. Everytime I do I tend to flop out when I get back and have myself a mild asthma attack. Gas assessment for the 23rd of March so I can get my Corgi back and earn some reasonable money for change, I will stay here working and just advertise for breakdowns and Landlord’s Certificates I can knock out either evenings or Saturdays. Anyway, must bog off.
March 1st, 2009
Finally I seem to have stopped coughing! I think… I also seem to’ve stopped a lot of other things and am beginning to feel a little displaced. It’s incredible the effect of dropping one tiny M4x10 screw into your car engine can have, now that I know the car is basically shagged, I need to buy another or continue having my whereabouts dictated by my inability to drive. Everything seems to be in slow motion at present, although time in motion cannot be regarded as the present; as the present is a moment in time without a period that can be measured, if it had a beginning and an end then they would be past and future respectively at any point inbetween, so in effect, the present encompasses past, present and future in one unit. Really everything is in the past, as when we witness an event in the present, it actually takes a fraction of a second for neural impulses from our senses to be transmitted to the brain and processed into the reality we consciously perceive, therefore we are actually riding the wake of the present a fraction behind in the past, so the present could be envisaged as the future. As we never catch up with the present, how do we know it actually exists? The future is different as we can fix a time in it and know it will arrive and pass.
Ooops! There I go again off on a tangent, time for bed.
February 19th, 2009
Things are changing at a pace I can’t comprehend, I always thrived with stability but at the moment I have no idea where I am. My car is dead, I stay at Lisa’s during the week as its a half hour walk from work rather than a 2 hour £5 return train journey an hour of which would be walking. I’m looking forward with great anticipation to moving to a new house in the Summer, but it seems such a long way away. I will then hopefully be able to restore my routine at the gym and forge the stable environment I need to thrive. But at a glance, I can see I have something to work towards, a purpose I have craved for all those years I stagnated in my 6×8 room, that purpose will provide a foundation and stability so I can at last be happy.
I’m in a kind of odd mood. Work is quite intensive at the moment, I have to design the PCB layout for a Multiplexer we’ve already sold to BT, the schematics and BOM’s I will complete tomorrow (Friday) having worked on them over the past couple of weeks, with continuous changes to component values and circuit design, this is good as I’ve actually been able to show my worth. A busy week next week and continuing communication with Terry will ensure that a working prototype could be available within two weeks. Apart from work I’ve been a bit shitty, had a damn cough for weeks now, sometimes tickly, sometimes chesty. Coughing up lumps of phlegm every morning on the way to work is common, in the evening I become wheezy, almost asthmatic and cough till I nearly puke. Looking forward to Spring now, even though I love a cold winter, I’m growing tired of this coldy/coughy/wheezy shite going on non-stop.
February 12th, 2009
Another weekend passes, caught up with Cam last night and a few beers down the Lodge became inevitable, to my surprise some old friends turned up in the from of Dave G. and Sara W. and a good time was had by all. Sunday pub lunch with the oldies and Kayleigh today, spent the evening testing virtual DJ software for the up and coming 50th anniversary bash, I am in control of sound and lighting, an area where I will feel very comfortable, I have some ideas and more will flood in to make it a night to remember as any Leman gathering always is.
February 8th, 2009
My day off and I was blessed with the hugest downfall of snow for 18 years! So I had to take advantage… This is where we began.
February 6th, 2009
Hello, I’m a bit bored right now. It’s Sunday and it’s snowing…heavily!!! WooHoo! -1.2 so far in my back garden, so unlikely to melt. More snow predicted for the next 24 Hours, it appears we are having a decent winter much needed, I’ve just reviewed my post in October (click this) where I seem very disappointed about a succession of mild winters, maybe someone, somewhere is reading this? This, so far is the coldest winter for 13 years, but still I have seen no significant snowfall, maybe that is about to change. Maybe some photos tomorrow.
February 1st, 2009
There maybe a personal goal in life that we are born to achieve, that small voice in your head that is often ignored is always right! How many times have you ignored it and looked back after the biggest fuck up ever and thought, why didn’t I listen? That’s the story of most peoples’ lives. There is a valuable lesson here, subliminally we already know the answers to our own questioning, it’s just a matter of circumstance that brings it to the front line. This doesn’t relate to my present circumstances, those voices are not there, but that one thing you’ve always dreamed of, since you were a child… That’s your destiny, follow it or be swallowed.
January 30th, 2009
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