Me Miserable? Never!!!

Bit of neglect here I sense, I’m usually a little mindful of what I put down so maybe I should just ramble, after all, this is of little interest to people in the main. Seems my brain does not function any more and I’ve given up bothering about it, I just live day to day. It’s all about work, diet and health in this house and it depresses the f**k out of me, it would be great to have the spare time and energy to follow some of my more interesting pursuits, instead I just fester every evening in front of the computer staring ominously at all the opportunities floating by. I have considered selling the radios, one of them is misbehaving probably due to damp from being located in the garage. You see it’s all about location to me, the garage is a waste of time and improving it would be futile as I rent, a nice dedicated centrally heated room not far from the kitchen 😉 would be ideal, but mortgages are still out of reach for us for now. Every time I try to read I fall asleep, I have the concentration powers of a Jack Russell on crack so electronic pursuits are out, and I’ve come to the conclusion I have the talent of an amoeba when it comes to playing an instrument, so my plan is just to ride out this wave of dysphoria until my next blip where I might actually have the power to persuade myself I have a hope.

2 comments January 24th, 2015