2017 Oh Shit

Following along from the general theme of this blog that is, it is usually about my life so I have been told discreetly. I know not enough of little else to make a blog interesting, not that my life makes it so, quite the opposite I would presume. The problem is I don’t know who reads this anymore so I’m not sure what to say, once an inner circle of friends regularly kept up and that drove me to enlighten them on what I thought may interest them (Not egotistic whatsoever, you know who you are <3 ) and I was doing more interesting stuff it has to be said, hey I am 47 this year and I have a boring job and a disabled wife, I am not going to be able to entertain anybody with anecdotes of frivolous episodes down town on the weekend or stories of magnificence because I have climbed Kilimanjaro on my hands while playing Rule Britannia on a penny whistle.
My life is dull, it always has been, it was only ever me who was excited about stuff as a kid, everybody else just thought I was weird. It took me until my 40’s to figure out I was this oddball, looking back at broken relationships and failed friendships I see it quite clearly now & why people didn’t want to spend time in my company. It has driven me to view the world from an obtuse angle that doesn’t follow the norm, what ever that is. I love the people around me so much, I consider I have a family to protect and I say that the way it sounds, as odd as I may seem to others, I trust that my reason for being is about to be revealed… and in an apocalyptic future I will find that purpose that has evaded me all my life.

1 comment January 30th, 2017