My memories form a platform that expand, well into the past, and oddly it feels like into the future too, I have this perception of an ambience that hangs and never relents, an order of how things are and will always be. I see futility in those ignorant of this field of truth that envelopes all of us. The way forward is so blatantly simple. Yet people blinded by greed, jealousy, vanity & the like, block the path of humanity towards unity.
Conflict is ridiculous, we are empathic beings with a single purpose. The only reason we fight in this age is because of the differences that have been instilled into our lives by the government/corporative controlled media or religion. There is enough wealth on this planet to suffice us all with a comfortable lifestyle, yet we need charity for homeless people living in our own towns and cities and pledge millions towards those starving in other parts of the world. The amount spent on weapons for war exceeds unimaginably what is required to house & feed all those without these necessities the world over, ridiculously.
One can only wait to endure what the outcome pervades, or so to gain a better judgement if the finale dwells until beyond our years.
Peace People x
September 7th, 2014
Mine and Lisa’s 1st (paper) wedding anniversary today, seems odd it was a year ago we got married, the thoughts fresh in my memory make it seem not so long ago. I felt a little lonely though, only some kind remarks from Lisa’s hairdresser and my parents seemed to pervade. I gather the impression I no longer have any friends for reasons unbeknown to me, up until just a few years ago I suffered episodes of depression and periods of ‘I’m alright Jack.’ I guess this behaviour might manifest myself as a bit of a loser and could produce a sense of rejection in those at a spectator level. I would have been powerless to prevent this, my speculation today is nearly four years past, if I could change these things I would but that notion is futile, I have learned something on my journey so far and that is to live as much as possible in the present moment, this is all that exists for real, ever. The past consists of a collection of memories and feelings associated with what has been and gone, the future is just a random collection of thoughts based on things we perceive that might affect us, the only real thing is the present. My present right now is some cool tunes and telling all I’m doing just great 🙂
August 17th, 2014
Power over Ethernet (PoE) has some good uses if the primary function of the cable installation is for data, such cables may be screened or twisted to eliminate the radiation of interference. The ludicrous thing about ‘powerline adapters’ is the fact that data is superimposed onto mains house wiring not designed for carrying data and not in anyway screened to prevent these interfering frequencies radiating. Data is, in most cases a serial stream of pulses, the faster the data transfer the shorter the pulse duration. A digital pulse stream is a series of ons and offs resulting in a ‘square wave,’ one specific property of a square wave is that the radiation it emits is rich in harmonics, multiples/divisions of the original frequency superimposed onto it, with data the differences in pulse width equate to a wide frequency range being geometric in progression when harmonics are included. The varying pulse width and duration with data transfer produces a broad range of interference frequencies each with a cascade of high amplitude harmonics, this is why electronic digital devices have standards to adhere to, regarding the spurious emission of interference, a major factor in electronic design encompasses the elimination of these.
If you use ‘powerline adapters’ try this: Turn on an ordinary radio and tune to the FM band, initiate some form of data transfer between the adapters, next try and find a station on that radio you just turned on! DAB radio reception is also compromised and any station tuned to will be completely lost. Interference as mentioned is wideband, so the problem is not only with FM broadcast, AM radio (LW, MW & SW) plus any kind of hobby radio, eg: CB, Amateur Radio will be affected, even remote control kits & toys.
So if you are sucked in by the powers that be and are convinced the only option to be able stream Netflix to your nice new shiny Smart HDTV is by these devices, spare a thought for your neighbours and whether their lifestyle might be affected.
June 29th, 2014
Let’s talk a second about emotion, actually let’s not. Emotions are a fundamental basis of our character and define in a lot of cases how we react to the world around us don’t they, so why the taboo? I think of my own family and how any expression of an emotion gets the reaction: “Man Up!” Great! An emotion is a chemical reaction, put certain chemicals into your body your emotions change yeah? We’ve all been there I’m thinking. Plausibly some emotions are the product of your thoughts, actually most emotions are just that, yourself thinking over some irrational situation or past event. You want to feel better? Change the way you think!
April 29th, 2014
Slight lack of entries of late. Yes I have been doing lots of stuff, the biggest leap forward has been my progress on my PKU diet. I have been to London to see my consultant and more recently seen a psychologist to work round my confusion when it comes to eating. When I was 12 I was told by the Doctors I could eat a normal diet, so I did for 15 years without any idea that it would disrupt my development or affect my motivation or mood, hence I flunked college, made wrong choices and ended up an emotional wreck by age 21. For six years I struggled to make sense of the conflict between my understanding of the world and what bullshit was being bombarded at me from various directions including the media and religion, when I was 27 my elder brother who is severely mentally handicapped because of PKU was put back on-diet and the change was miraculous! He morphed from a violent, self harming person, often throwing extremely angry fits, to a calm and placid man with little worry or frustration. I remember he always had scabs on the back of his hands and up his arms where he used to bite himself and thrash out at solid objects, these cleared up in a matter of months. This had a profound effect on my outlook concerning PKU and my diet, so I arranged a consultation in London and put myself back on-diet.
From that point on, I have learned to understand that the PKU diet is an immeasurably complicated task to manage and persevere, it absorbs so much free time and energy, there aren’t enough hours in the day when you are working most of those just to function as ‘normal’ in society. Eating an ordinary diet is a no-no but difficult to comprehend, so I have a conflict in my mind when it comes to the food I put in my mouth, I know I shouldn’t be eating this, but it tastes soo gooood! I have been on and off diet since 1997, often hitting rock bottom before picking myself up and carrying on, this I have done for long enough. I am now married to a wonderful woman who is highly supportive and looks after those issues regarding my diet that I don’t have time to because I am busy at work. So far it has been leaps and bounds and I am very optimistic of the future, I have all the support from the clinic in London regarding foods etc. and a sort of structure emerging that I can relate to, this being very important for the perseverance of the detestable monotony that is a PKU diet.
April 18th, 2014
Quantum Reality: The Limitless Potential Within Everything
I have pondered the reasoning about our consciousness for some years and nothing makes more sense than the fact our consciousness creates our physical reality, it explains a lot of stuff from psychology to quantum physics. The problem is discovery, once the world was considered flat by the many ancient cultures, the paradigm of a spherical Earth was developed in Greek astronomy, beginning with Pythagoras (6th century BC), surely the collective consciousness of the time would have made it flat? Consider maybe, human intelligence and consciousness is just a spec of what actually might exist, and it is the universal collective consciousness of all sentient beings that transverse space and time, that bring matter into existence, thus our small scale and rather less experienced observations made little difference.
January 7th, 2014
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