Are We Dead Yet?

December 25th, 2012

Been checking out some old posts back in my days of packet radio and realised I seem to have lost a lot of enthusiasm in the things that interest me. I need to be aware of it so I can counter it, I still have lots of stuff going on in my head, just less time now to mull over it and maybe produce something of fruition along the way. The Bible says to put aside childish things to become a man, and wise up to your responsibilities, yeah fine, but I haven’t had an Action Man since I was eight, even then I tried to make him bionic.
Confusious (on the other hand) said:
“If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear?”
Class philosophy matey, so if I feel some of my ambitions may be just an echo of a childish venture, I really should ignore that thought and carry on anyway! I can live with that, tell me I have to awake every morning at 5.30am sharp and work till 7pm doing a job that just distracts me from what I really want to be, or else I will not be able to pay my bills, and I might get a little anti-establishment. I could get enthusiastic at that very level, now I see how people can hone their enthuse into something a little more sinister. The thing is it’s nearly 2013 and we should all be dead really, and we’re not. So should I now do something? Or shall I continue blaming PKU and the complications involved with concentration ..blah blah bla!!! Bollocks? No.

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