{"id":2054,"date":"2015-01-24T10:05:16","date_gmt":"2015-01-24T10:05:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/?p=2054"},"modified":"2015-01-24T10:05:16","modified_gmt":"2015-01-24T10:05:16","slug":"me-miserable-never","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/?p=2054","title":{"rendered":"Me Miserable? Never!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/?attachment_id=2055\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2055\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/The-Irrelevance-of-Melancholy.jpg\" alt=\"The Irrelevance of Melancholy\" width=\"220\" height=\"220\" align=right hspace=10 \/><\/a>Bit of neglect here I sense, I&#8217;m usually a little mindful of what I put down so maybe I should just ramble, after all, this is of little interest to people in the main. Seems my brain does not function any more and I&#8217;ve given up bothering about it, I just live day to day. It&#8217;s all about work, diet and health in this house and it depresses the f**k out of me, it would be great to have the spare time and energy to follow some of my more interesting pursuits, instead I just fester every evening in front of the computer staring ominously at all the opportunities floating by. I have considered selling the radios, one of them is misbehaving probably due to damp from being located in the garage. You see it&#8217;s all about location to me, the garage is a waste of time and improving it would be futile as I rent, a nice dedicated centrally heated room not far from the kitchen \ud83d\ude09 would be ideal, but mortgages are still out of reach for us for now. Every time I try to read I fall asleep, I have the concentration powers of a Jack Russell on crack so electronic pursuits are out, and I&#8217;ve come to the conclusion I have the talent of an amoeba when it comes to playing an instrument, so my plan is just to ride out this wave of dysphoria until my next blip where I might actually have the power to persuade myself I have a hope.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bit of neglect here I sense, I&#8217;m usually a little mindful of what I put down so maybe I should just ramble, after all, this is of little interest to people in the main. Seems my brain does not function any more and I&#8217;ve given up bothering about it, I just live day to day. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2054"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2054"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2054\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2058,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2054\/revisions\/2058"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2054"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2054"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.lemsworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2054"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}